Always knew that with 99 right choices I tend to pick the 100th wrong one. Now's first attempt to formalize it: all people suffer, all people work hard, but successful people choose their problems so that each iteration after the hard work comes a comparable reward. I however make such choices that my work never gives me any satisfaction and only leads to even more load. I've seen many people having lived their lives like that and to my knowledge none of them were happy nor successful in any way. The weird thing is that I still feel like I'm doing what's right, so I really can't complain.